daddy’s been such a fuck . scolding me for no apparent reason . i didn’t bother or disturb you what chibai !saying at home i do nth tht brings wealth . ahha , what you want me to do ?
i want to get a job , you don’t let me . bodoh nyaa jantan ! saying that as if i don’t exists here . uhrm , in inference – you actually don’t want me to exist . yelah , dah adaa anak jantan kan ? anak yg di banggekn, aku dah tak bergune . mcm sampah kaw simpan kat rumah .
from tmr onwards , i’ll go out and not comeback . i’ll do whatever i want as long its not at home . that’s what you want right ? don’t worry , you won’t see me . you do whatever you want . i never care . you say whatever i do at home doesn’t bring wealth right ? you sleep all day , does that even bring wealth . you ask me to use my brain . i do . you don’t . adaa otak pon tak gune . now we’re here in this house because of who ? because of you ! why didn’t you use your damn fucking brain ??? do you even have a brain ? you wanna see me gone . literally and really gone ? and i’ll walk the door and never come back . but that is too stupid to do . i wanna see you suffer . from now , i’ll go out the door early in the morning everyday and return when clock almost strikes twelve midnight . uhrm , let’s make after the clock strike midnight . and don’t damn fucking tell me off . you are nobody of me . because i don’t exist to you right ? you know what ? congrats . you no longer have a daughter

sometimes ,
memories of you kissing me shot back up my head like a bullet .
leaving me here dying , bleeding to death .