this falling disguise

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i put on a grrt show with every mask , do applause
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Wednesday, 28 April 2010

aloha peeps . how dead is my bloq uhh ? ahha . like i said , won’t be updating much .
dead bloq, almost .

honestly , i have not move on . i still think of yoo , sometimes .
i still love yoo . makes me think , where those sweet words go ?
what do they really mean ?
yoo want me to never forget yoo and to always love yoo .
yoo want me to do this and that . well are yoo doing any for me ?
imissyoo , imissyoorhugs , imissyoorkisses
but i can’t feel all those .
i don’t feel hurt , i don’t feel feelings .
i have no feelings , nope . i do .
but it’s kept in a heart-shaped box , locked and protected .
with walls so strong to last long like paper mache .
no , maybe stronger than that .
i want yoo , very much .
i’m not over yoo yet . but am pretending i am .
am saying , iam over yoo .
but slowly , i miss yoo bit by bit .

today , a rush of feelings escaped into my protected heart . i suddenly miss the moments we had together . but pity , hahs . idk . i hate to say this , but i miss yoo . even though i keep saying i don’t . that’s just how i forget people . it never fail .

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile