It seems you don’t understand . After the posts I have written .
Never mind . All I can say is ,
Kaw orang yang buruk siku . Dah kasi mintak baleq .
If you want something in return tell me earlier ,
and I would have rejected your offer.
Kalaw tak ikhlas, tk perlu blanje org lah .
Aku tak mintak pon kan ?
Tapi tak megapa . Kalaw kaw nak duit kaw baleq . Boleh aku kasi ,
BILER AKU JADI KAYA .
Aku pon tk taw biler , tapi nmpk sah aku tk kn jadi kaya
psl skrg je aku nk mkn punye lah susah .
Salah ke aku blanje mak aku yg susah payah nk sekolah kan aku ?
Like what I said in my previous post , duit aku duit mak aku jgk .
Jadi tu mcm tk blanje mak aku psl tu duit dierh .
Aku cumer pulangkan duit yg dierh beri pade aku .
Kaw taw tk kat sch aku mkn pakai food pass psl ape ?
Psl aku tkde duit utk mkn . Naseb ader pass .
I don’t want to nag on . So , THE END

Today last day of sch . Tmr Parents-Teacher Meeting. haiix . I’m happy I’m promoted to 3e1 .
And , got 12 position . Better than nth . Then WenXin, Farah & I went to Ayam Penyet Ria as we planned a few weeks ago that has always been cancelled .

tag replies: Suhz;

Ehk aku punye psl lah sial . kaw saper nk mntak2 blanje . Kaw tak pernah blanje aku nk mintak2.
Kaw bukan nye bdk jalanan yg tkde duit . Kaw hari2 dapat mkn kan ? Aderh rumah kan ?
Dah lah sombong . Memintak je pandai , beri tk nk .
Nak mintak pade org yg tkder duit .
Duit aku , duit mak aku . Blanje tu pon tk mcm blanje . Psl tu pon duit dierh .
Kalaw kaw tk taw ape masalah aku , jgn nk act kaw taw .
Like I said in one of my post , DON’T JUDGE ME .

Today , had lunch at PizzaHut . Belanja-ed Mummy and Lil’ bro . To Mom; for making all those sacrifices for us . Had fun today . Used my money . Hmm,, not sad coz every time if I don’t use my money , they just disappear to thin air . Just like a curse .

Today ; swimming carnival . Did not swim coz was feverish . After that go JP ate KFC and off we go J.E swimming complex . Fun . And the water in my right ear just won’t come out. Till now .
Nothing else to say,

why must you be so ego , selfish and ignorant ?
if were to listen and do what’s best , this may not happen .
but your just too stupid to think straight .
What can I ever do ?
I’m just a damn little short NOBODY .
I can’t do anything right ?
whatthehellwhatthehellwhatthehell !!
this is just too extreme . I can’t take this .
Too frustrated to think straight .
And for once I felt that happiness ,
that instance its destroyed .

too selfish to care about us .
too selfish to think about the future, then.
too selfish to work for the future .
too ego. that you only thought of yourself .
now look what you’ve done .
not only you suffer , we suffer as well .
not caring what I think .
sick and tired of this . coz everything has gone to the extreme .
its too late to do anything .
and I’m just left here crying.

Today , had an outing wif the 2e1 malays .  Seat by the sea camwhored, played the obstacle and ate Jeynah’s epok2 . wowh . delicious . Went vivo bought hp battery !! and ate at banquet .
head home . Hahs . Relaxing day today . Tmr buy pp8 ! wee~ . at last . lolz . okies . byee

Aloha people2 . I’m back . Yes today was the last damnmitherfuckingstressingsuperrtakperlu paper . I was wishing that damn art paper to be done with . I HATE ART . Ahaha . I know , ya’ all may say its easiest to score . No need to study . But.. Prep work ? Reference ? Do I even have the time to do all that ? NO . Well I’m superr HAPPY that I bid a greatsimplefreakingborringlong3hours GOODBYE to ARTPAPER !

muahahuhahuahahahahaha !

What a relief . Lolz . Well I’m also glad that to day is the end of the E-Y-E . hahs .
But I’m not that happy yet . Still haven’t get to use my damn phone . Gosh . I need to buy the battery and prepaid soon !

After school , went to JP . Ate ice-cream . Jeynah’s lucky day . She bought a Choco-cone @ Mac’s . The whole ice-cream fell into the choco-dipper . muahaha . I didn’t see it happen because was talking to Azwanny ! Yepp , met her . She was queuing behind me (:

Then went on window shopping . Off to Fairprice EXTRA . Jeynah had itchy hands . Touching all the products . So we were at the personal care section . Browsing the shampoos , facial wash and perfumes . And Jeynah just took one of the Sunsilk hair leave-on cream, squeezed some on her hands and put it on her hair . No one was around .

I was like (in malay), “You anyhow take the things and use them like nobody’s business , ah !”

Jeynah,” Nevermind lah . Just test2 . Then if the sales-woman ask to buy , then say we come test2 only next time then buy . But we don’t buy lah .”

Sales-woman (out of nowhere) ,”Test lorh . There can test . (pointing to Products in front of us) Everday come test also nevermind . Test lah .”

Jeynah and me stare at each other blankly then stared at the sales-woman .

Sales-woman,” Test lah . Can test one . I also want to test . “

We stared at each other belo-ly .

Sales-woman,” If I don’t test then how can I promote the products ? Am I right?”

Jeynah and me nod and giggled . Haha . Funniest incident . Then from that moment we start trying on the tester there . Then we go to other stores and tried the testers . Haha . It was fun (:
Now at home alone . aaah ! BORED!

I know I am suppose to be on hiatus . But I think I have to post this !

Sierra from VersaEmerge sent me a direct message on twitter !
aaahhh !

Sent her this;

She replied;

I’m like wow ! okaay . I know, this is random . lol .

I can confront and say what I think .I want to express my impression .
But what restricted my intention is ,
What would you guys feel ? How would you all react ?
What I think doesn’t make me hate you . Its really what I feel .
Fight , Fight . What’s the use of fighting if in the end, You mend it back ?
The problem between you guys is none of my concern .
Cause I don’t want to side anyone . You know I just go with the flow .
What’s there between , solve it yourself.
Don’t drag me in

Yes , will be missing for quite a long time .
Well actually , have been on hiatus earlier .
Previous post was dated 7 oct .
so byebye , Sayonara .
Will still be updating twitter .

(:

I mind my own business. So whatever’s happening , I’m closing my eyes,
I don’t want to know or care .

Don’t judge a book by its cover.
Someone may look perfect, but they’re not.
Someone may be smiling, inside; they’re crying.
Someone may have everything , but actually, they have nothing.
Someone may have lots of money, doesn’t mean they’re rich.
You may think they’re stingy, but actually , they need money urgently
because money is scarce to them .
In conclusion;
Do not judge, If you are not a judge .
What you see is not what it seems.

Yesterday was damn fun . Jalan raya wif allgirls&allboys . Boys so ganas . cb you know . the lift at Farah’s house (if i remember clearly) jammed. WTF . The boys kept pushing around and so . Scared liao. Went a lot of houses. Eat rather a lot (terpakse) till I puke just now . Stomach damn sick . Vomited . Last house was Nureen’s . Got transport to and fro . Her grandpa sent us . Riding the van was fun . Squeezing together. I really suffocated the journey to and from Nureen’s house . Sang Raya songs . Got home very late . 11.30pm ++
Tired .

Couldn’t stay awake during Maths and Science today . I swear , my brain was forcing me to sleep. After sch, stomach was damn sick . Got home , vomited . Yuck !
Hugged my cat , she also vomited . Lol . Not because of the smell okay ! Maybe I passed her the virus . hha !

yesterday , 1st exam started . English . I did badly , I guess . After sch rushed got home , played comp then get ready to go raya . Haikel , Ahmad and Nas came . Then off to Fatin’s house ,
then to Syafiq’s house and then to Suhz’s house . Followed by (not in order) Ammar , Helmi , Syamil , Umar and …( is there any more ?)

Don’t remember liao . Got like $20 . Hahs . Then erhm . that’s all .
Tired . Had loads fun . Except for the part that Suhaimi punched me in the eye . Sad , ouch , hurt . Damn . Lots of screaming , laughing . Memorable .