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29.04.09
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
I'm so f**ked up & frustrated with my life. The problems that just suddenly appeared is too frustrating. Exaams is coming ahead & I don't these problems to affect it. The root of my problems are always, My mom [not really] , my dad, my grand parents. Sometimes both parents. This time, its my dad's. But it had made my mom making problems too. And the victim is always me & my little brother. I just pity him. His soo young & he doesn't know anything. My dad wants to work as a security officer. Which this means, his working days would be very strict. He, of coz, would not be able to bring my brother to work, like he does now. - [ becoz he works at his friend's ] And the big problem we would have is, WHO is going to take care of my brother. & he happily say put my 1+ year brother at home! Hello?! My mom's working too! I'm schooling. And he could say that? Leave my brother ALONE ! At home! IS HE SOO UNEDUCATED OR STUPID?? DZIA IRFAN IS NOT EVEN 2 YEARS OLD! I JUST DON'T GET HIM! NOW, MY MOM IS SO MAD AT HIM. MY BROTHER IS NOW THE VICTIM. I AM SO DAMN TIRED OF MY DADS ATTITUDE. I AM DAMN SICK OF THESE TEARS I SHED. DAD, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TAKE CARE OF OUR EXPENSES, ESPECIALLY MY BROTHER! THEN DON'T! IF YOU CAN'T, THEN YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE 'MADE' MY BROTHER! I AM GLAD TO HAVE MY BROTHER. AND YOU CAN'T TAKE CARE OF HIS EXPENSES, I WILL. I WOULD STOP SCHOOLING IF I HAVE TO! 27.04.09
Monday, 27 April 2009
Helloo!! Wow.wow.wow! I sooo did not realize examm is like... NEXT WEEK!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! Time do fly faast! How to make it go slower?? huhu.. good luck 2E1!!! all the best! Wish good luck aites! - [ especially on maths ] hahs 25.04.09
Saturday, 25 April 2009
Life seems so hard for me. Whenever happiness come around, I try to wear a mask of happiness in school. But at home, I swore, swore to myself. If she were to go, just go. I no longer know you. & as I tear writing this, YOU DAMN SINFUL OLD LADY! 23.4.09
Thursday, 23 April 2009
Helloo! hmm..it’s like a lonq time since I last blog. After school, kekek mautz gilerr. On the way there.. So Haikel was like, Semangat plak tuu! Haikel keep saying, Yah. Last2 kena maki.hahs.. Then at the playground we make Then otw back home, && I damn, damn miss those times. Trio Psychos Forever, here are some vids,, enjoy! Haha, konek Haikal besar! Kaees thats all for today.. Liyann(: 21.4.09
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
Hellooo!! These days, the weather is damn hot. I had a haaard time sleeping. Some would suggest using the air-con, - to those - Have learn Geography before?? Conserve energy lahh. The more we use, the temperature may rise higher in the future. hahs. I used to sleep with my body fully covered with my blanky! Usually I use 2 blankies to cover me when sleeping. But currently, I'm using 3! hahs. I used them no matter how hot, humid the weather is. I took no care. But this April, made me kick my blanky off my bed! Poor blanky, Sowwie! & still, I refuse to use the air-con. I'm so looking forward to EYES SET TO KILL's new song! Hahs. Good nightz, people out there. Sleepy ahhs. bye.. Leaa(: So.. Are you still giving me FAKE hopes?? Is it real? Am I fooled? Now I'm letting eyes cross. You left me in thoughts. 15.04.09
Thursday, 16 April 2009
Olahh!! lolz.. I guess get bronze. haha. But tomorrow NAPFA 2.4km test. Anies, VERY GOOOOD LUUUCK TO ME((:
14.04.09
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
hell00 Just now went slack2, lepak2zz with Went to my old spot at 623. We cam-whored & did stupid things. Great times.. Watch this vids. Soo..BELO!! Like, what the hell?? I did some parts too. Kene pe Suhz? Kesian Suhaimi…lol. Listen yaww!
Baek, background ader org suroh aku diam. lol. late already.byee I LOVE I-SCREAM!!
Monday, 13 April 2009
13.04.09
Wooots! This morninq was hard! Well as I was webbing through I found this,
Cool pix right??
This one’s really, really nice.
Love the colour in this
Love this art work. So creative!!
MUFFIN.MUFFIN.MUFFIN((:
Cuuuute
Kaaes thats all for todayy. liyann((: 12.04.09
Sunday, 12 April 2009
Helloo!! First of all, WOOOOOOWWHH!!! And wow! Btw, KUANG AJA KAW SHAID. kaee lahh. thts all for todayy.
11.04.09
Saturday, 11 April 2009
Todayy, Huhuh. Then, Haikal, Mel & me went to Jurong Point. blah.blah.blah. Pastu gii slackz.. Wan candid!! Bendemeer Sec played
------------------------------------------------------- Jalan-jalan - Vision of the Isle of the Gods - Shinya takahashi SYF2009
When it comes to this topic, But what to do?? Yeah.yeah. It started out with a greaat morninq. Mind you again! Otw to SCH. Well we got bronze. But I couldn’t hold my tears. Easy for me to say. Damn judges. Well, lets not talk about it anymore.
Well, honest speaking. Hahahs. JYSB SYF09-Overture No.1.mp3 - Juying Sec Symphonic Band Creds Meiying for sending the overture to me.
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