this falling disguise

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25.11.08
Tuesday, 25 November 2008

Hey.hey.
bored.bored.bored.

Just now went to IKEA.
With my mom & bro.









Haha.
My bro cute riite??

hehe..

Tomorrow My dad's b-dae !plus! my parents' anniversary.
huhu..
soo damn boorreed!

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

19.11.08
Wednesday, 19 November 2008

Ohh yesshh!!!
I'm suupeerrr GLAD!!
Yesterday night, I sent a job application through email.
Sad thing is, camping postponed! ;(
Who cares now.
Anies, this morning I received an email from tht company that I will be interviewed.

YEAAH!!
Can't imagine how happy I was.
I hope I really really get the job.
Dears, PLEASE PLEASE pray for me.
The interview will be this afternoon at 6.30.
& yeah I skipped band today.
The job is more important for me.

Oh god I really need this job.
Please.Please.
I hope I get it!
:DD

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

15.11.08
Saturday, 15 November 2008

Aiyo!!!
Now the camping is back to 2days 1night.
Many couldn't make till 3days.
Suuperrr borred arhs!
& & today is the 5th day since I last spoke to my dad.
And, today will be the 4th day Fatin last spoke to her's.
- I guess.

Dad's doing STUPID things now.
Can he do anything less STUPID??
I had the urge to shout at him,
"
Are you STUPID or DUMB? USE YOUR BRAIN
LAH SIAL!!!!
"

booring.boring.boring
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Can anyone pleeaase believe that I'm the right?
He's in the wrong. Yet, people side him.
It is soo unfair! But at least mom is on MY side.

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

14.11.08
Friday, 14 November 2008

Now is the 4th day since I last talked to my father.
I don't care. 
Mom had told him to look for a job instead of 
hanging out. All he do is relax and do his own things.
Me here, almost got a job! 
We, maybe not yet. BUT ALMOST!
And I can't wait to start the job!
Hope I get it. Pray for me guys! Please!
One thing I'm mad at my dad now is,
HE DOESN'T EVEN TRY TO GET A JOB!

Okaay. Relax now.
Next week, I can clear my mind and finally get out of the 
house, NOT SEE HIS FACE FOR 3 DAYS!
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Heehee~
can't wait for the camp next week.

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

10.11.08 - my damn fcuk-ing father
Monday, 10 November 2008

Life now has change.

All I wanted to do is live far away from my father.

Can't believe he's even a FATHER.

He doesn't deserve to be one.

I don't know is it me or..

WHY IS HE SO BRAINLESS???

Have a brain but doesn't use it to think.

He is ignorant. Plus, stupid.

Now, he's kicking the door. - I think, MAYBE HITTING IT.

Stupid, isn't it?

If it's spoiled, who is going to replace it? HIM

What does he need to replace it? MONEY

Where does the money come from? YOUR JOB PLACE

And god, How do you get it? WORK.

WORK.WORK.WORK.WORK.WORK.

AND DON'T BLAME ME.

CAUSE CAN'T YOU JUST DAMN FIND A JOB!

EVEN I MYSELF, LOOKING FOR A JOB!

AND YOU! YOU JUST DON'T CARE.

NOW WE ARE OUT OF MONEY, THEN YOU RUSH TO LOOK FOR A JOB. 

bUT STILL, YOU ARE AT HOME SHAKING YOUR LEG!

CAN SOMEONE JUST TAKE ME AWAY?

WHO ARE THIS PEOPLE I'M LIVING WITH?

A STRANGER WHOM I DON'T KNOW.

AND EVEN IF I GET A JOB,

THE MONEY IS FOR MY MOM, BRO AND ME.

IF YOU WANT MONEY, GET YOUR OWN!

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

08.10.08
Saturday, 8 November 2008

Yeahs!

The camping is extended to 3days 2nights!!

woooowh!!

Soo gonna be fun!

hehe.

hmm..the holidays is sooooo booorriiiiinq!

got anything else to do??

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dazing of to wonderland.

Elli's still not back from wonderland.

need a friend?

WTH am I talking?

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

07.11.08
Friday, 7 November 2008

Lalalalalala...

over him.lol

& yeahs! Can't wait to go camping with my friends!

It's gonna be GREAT.

A two day camp. Not that bad arhs.

Camping at Pasir Ris park. OUTDOOR camping.

camping.Camping.CAMPING!

haha. sooooooooo...EXCITED

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

him.him.him,
Saturday, 1 November 2008

1NOVEMBER.1NOVEMBER.1NOVEMBER,

This date is ringing i my head.
Today is his RED LETTER DAY
.

I wished I could be the first to wish him happy birthday.
I wished I could make his day a memoriable one.
If only I could.

BUT IT'S OVER, SILLY!!

oh how I wish he would just, just,

OH CAN YOU JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD!?!?
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blah.blah.blah.
can't believe I'd say this but..
I miss you.

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile