I never wanted this to happen.
Never meant to hurt you.

Please forgive me I plead.
Always the selfish fake.
And you're the true friend.

You don't seem like you forgive me.
I don't deserve you.
I'm the worst friend I've heard of.

I can't bare to hurt someone again.
I wanna be there for you. Be the friend you need.

please forgive me again.

Don't worry darling, I'm not mad at you.

Now it's over between us.
And one thing's for sure,
I don't have to lie to you.
& you don't have to lie to me.

And I'm just happy.
With a big smile on my face.
I'M SINGLE!
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At last..
-_-"

hee...

I told you not to lie.
But you did.

Fair isn't it?
VERY.

You couldn't inhale TRUTH.
You wouldn't survive.
You breathed in LIES.

I could breathe in TRUTH.
But lies brought me ALIVE.

& it's only me, myself FOREVER.

Today, got back to schl!! - hehe.
I missed my classmates.
here are some pics.

Muhaimin & me

Us, again.hehe.

Can't believe how much
assignments we had to finish
during the holidays.
Gosh! I wished I didn't come this morning.
haha.
But, still I'll get it anyway.
Totally wrong day to come back.
Damn sexuality education programme.
I almost fell asleep!

& yeah!
To ex-jwps ppls frm 2007 batch,
- who are reading this (like duh!),
going jalan raya this 
Saturday, 25 october, meet at PM.
Be there by 12pm.
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I'm a LIAR and a BUSTARD.
haha. 
You and your stupidity.
What the hell am I talking? - CRAP!

Hey.Today I'm posting the pic I took at vivocity on Tuesday.
hehe..

Look at that skirt.heh

Want some pizza?

Me and my best friend, Sufiqa.

All this taken with LG Viewty Ku990r.

hehehe.

On saturday, I went to the beach.
My lil' cuzzie's birthday.
I've taken lots of photos. Hope it tells you much!

the Birthday boy, Harris!

The yellow family

The birthday cake, yummy!

Another boooorriinq day at home.
Stupid chicken pox! I hate you!
Now confined in my room.

I want to go jalan raya with the JWPS 2007 batch!
Can't wait! But sadly, I'll have wait till this chicken pox disappears.

&& I don't wanna miss tomorrow's Swimming Carnival!
I must GO!!

Isn't it fun seeing people race?
And especially, I'm there to support ROCKIES.
Go Rockies!!!

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I'm always the selfish fake.
Please forgive me again.

I kept repeating,
Darling, Don't Lie.

But It isn't fair.
Cause I'm the one whose lying.

Every minute,
Every second
Every day.

NOt only to him.
But also to myself.

I'm hurting him, hurting me.
And I'll stop this pain from abiding.
Give one last violent kiss.

I promise,
the pain will pass through silently.

Take this piece of me and hold it for all eternity.
I'm sorry..

Can families be trusted?
Do you think you can count on them?
I don't I can, to mine.
I depend somethings with my grandmother.
The place I could go when I'm leftout.

What if she backstabbed me?
I've written a lot about friends backstabbing me.
If now I'm writing about my grandmother backstabbing me, ridiculous isn't it?

She told her sibblings I ignored her. She said I did not care to talk to her.
First of all, she's been ignoring my family and now she said this?
What non-sense is this?
I did talk to her. I did not ignore her!

Instead I was trying to keep in conversation with her.
But she's the one who did not speak.
All my question were answered with that damn blurr face.
Like as I f she did not hear what I was talking.
Or worst. She did not even know I was talking to her!

It was as If I was talking to the wall.
-Well not really, cause she did answer me a little.
Actually, talking to the wall is better than talking to her!

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Am I leftoutgurl again?

Am I?

AM I?!?!?!