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Friday, 30 May 2008
Okies. to 1E1 sorrie! Can't finish the blogskin ASAP. An error in the codes and background had had me redo it. It'll take sometime to redo it. Anies, another boring weekend. When is the holiday going to end? Next week will be a damn tiring week for me. Monday - band practice. Tuesday - Break! (: Wednesday - Friday ~ Band Cohesion Camp. Friday - Sunday ~ Fatin's Chalet Birthday Party. Woowh! Tiring isn't it? Oh well, as long it keeps boredom away! :P AAANNDD, I'm going to miss guitar lesson... :( ooh. Never mind. Just 0ne lesson right? Syaz!!! Prepare to be alone! Don't depend on me to much! Go to the lesson alone and mix around with the other 'students'. And there we have it! A mixture of 'students' from different races and ages. What nonsense am I writing? Mind me, I talk nonsense nowadays. What else to write?? Ohhkae then got to go now. b00000red
Friday, 23 May 2008
I'm bored. I don't know how many post I posted today. Now I searching ideas for our 1E1 blog's blogskin. I have many ideas, but I have to search for the GIMP brushes. It is easier to use Adobe Photoshop. Too bad I don't have one ;( Ouh well, so if you're reading this and have some ideas for the blogskin. Do SCREAM it! He will NEVER LIKE ME!
I've told you many times. HE WILL NEVER LIKE ME. Is that hard to understand? I know your trying hard not to make me sad. You are trying to make me not to think negative. Look at me. Look at HIM. I realize he will never like me. It's the fact. I don't care if he does not like me. I know you are trying hard not to make me feel down. But as I said, he'll never like me. You said that maybe he do have feelings for me. It is MAYBE. It MAY NOT. You said I'm pretty, so why not? I said I'm not, & he won't. Don't say things that are untrue just to make me feel better. That's what friends are for. Still, don't lie. Even if it is for good. I think of it my way. && He'll never like me. It is just hard to get him out of my mind. With all that, I still get to push him out most of the time. I dismissed this as a crush. Even I've been admiring him for 2 years. It is just a CRUSH. All I want to do know is study and think of my future. But please, don't embarrass me. Don't ever. Bring me BacK to Where It sTarted
These few days. I've been crying. Crying for the past to come back. Why am I so stupid? No matter how long, how hard and loud I cried. Nothing can bring the past back. Nothing could Bring me back where I started. I really want to go back. I missed the past.  }the day we ruled our class  } 0n3 For ALL.ALL for 0n3 Now I know. The fights we had Were waste of time. We had many fights. Which seemed Like wars. We were stupid. Thinking schools suck. After thinking back, I said." How great and fun school was." Fun not of the teaching, but the silly things we did. & and most of all, the rules we broke. Its OFFICIAL!!!
Ok. Guess what. I'M SINGLE!! At last! We broke up yesterday. WOOw!! I damn happy. I don't know how to explain. I not interested on having relationships, I don't remember I got stuck with that situation. Oh well, that is already the past now. I'M SIIIIIIIINGLLLLEE!! HELP!!! Help me OR ELSE...
Wednesday, 21 May 2008
Help.. I really need help. If no help is given as soon as possible, please get help from the IMH or Woodbridge Hospital straight away. If you wanna help, this is how.
If you really intend to help. Please do it now! I'm afraid if you waste more time, I might get into a worst condition. So please.. I beg you.. My 'boy'
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
Okay, I'm going to write about Him. I do like him a little but I'm not sure about my feelings for him. I'm afraid I'll hurt him. When I got together yesterday, I felt nothing. Not at all. I actually love someone else. But too bad I'm with Him. Let's name my 'boy', Superman. Okay, I might just lose my love to him. Well I don't love him. I like him. No that everything has happen, it's too late to do something. Actually yes but I'll hurt him. I hate to hurt people's feelings. Especially if the person admires me and his good looking. I feel like breaking up with him. But can't, his birthday is 2 days away. I don't want to make him sad on his birthday. Well bare with it then. Maybe I'll break up with him soon. Bo0o0o0oring day
I've not post since...(when was that?) Anyway, this morning went swimming @ Jurong east swimming complex. Fun..yet, not that fun. There was only the four of us, Me, Fatin, Nadirah & Naresha. It rained before, during and after our swim! Damn! What a spoil! Anies.. after that we went to jurong point and window shopped. I then stopped by Gift A Name to get something for my boy before he arrives. - his birthday is this friday (I'm not gonna talk about him. I don't know how I got caught up with him. I f you wanna know, I'll post later) Then, I met up with my boy @ toys-r-us. Then the girls disappeared, leaving me and him. Then he sent me home.
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