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NET4ALL!
Monday, 28 January 2008
I just sign myself up for Net4all.
I really want to join the Singapore's netball team but..
I have to be at least 14.
Joining Net4all is similar.
Only we just play games and competitions in Singapore.
Hey!
At least that's a good start.
The Umpire course is to expensive.
$30 per session.
For 5 months. All together 12 courses. Fees = $360
That is only for O.T.U
We can't just go for O.T.U courses only,
it's not complete!
We also need level 1 Umpiring.
Maybe the level 1 umpiring course is not complete.
Coach courses.. Do I want to be a coach?
Uh.. maybe not now...
Player courses..For secondary schools. SCHOOL.
Not individual...
the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, 24 January 2008
I'm talking on phone with the person who I think is ignorance.
One minute I think she's bossy,
The other minute I'm okay with her.
And I'm confused once again.
Who should I go to??
Friendship is complicated.
Why can't we have peace?
My friends in my new school are totally different.
They are totally not like what we used to be last time.
They are more to 'good girls'.
Too good.
Too innocent.

the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

Friends...
Why must we get close when we're apart?
Why did we fight when we're a part?
I don't mind fighting every single day.
I don't mind being back stabbed.
It's too late..
Time have past..
Our friendships fine.
Except for a girl, who I think only care for HERSELF.
She even said that she wants go far away from us.
She doesn't want to see us.
But I'm better of without her.
the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

Have you?
Wednesday, 23 January 2008
Has anyone found out about the hidden link in my friendster profile?
Has anyone click it and read my blog?
If you do, please leave a scream so that I know that you are smart and had find the hidden treasure..haha..(what the hell I'm talking about?)
I have nothing to write...
hmm...I'm bored. Doing my assignment right now...
Miss my P5-P6 life.

Secondary school is like
hell!
One small wrong step and that's it.
You'll get your punishment.
The principle said that they want to make the school as our second home.
Tell you what, THE SCHOOL IS LIKE THE FIRST HELL I'VE BEEN!
HOW COULD YOU FEEL LIKE AT HOME IF YOU ARE THREATENED TO GET PUNISHMENT BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING WRONG?


ok...lets cast that aside..
I really really really really really really really really really really really really
REGRET GOING TO JUYING SECONDARY SCHOOL!
& 5% OF NO REGRETS.
BUT STILL..
95% OF REGRETS!
AND 4 YEARS OF HELL!!
AAAHHH!!!
the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

Unloved
Saturday, 19 January 2008
I'm one unloved girl whose in love.
But will HE be mine?
Will HE ever love me?
I bet HE NEVER.
I slept through sleepless nights.
Thinking about HIM every second.
Now, we are thrown far apart.
Will I ever meet him again?
When chances come,
it drifts away.
My love for HIM grows stronger.
I feel like I'm going to explode.
I'm filled with all my love for HIM.
No one loves me..


the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

3Cs
Tuesday, 15 January 2008
Ok..
I have 3 crushes.
Only 1 of them, I really like.
I won't tell whether its from my secondary school or my primary school.
Its a SECRET.
haha..
You cannot know!!
I really love him.(the one I really like)
I always wish he have the same feelings as me.
And was hoping we'd be together.
But If he doesn't, it's ok.
I have 2 more crushes.
I'm also hoping for the other 2.
If one of those 3 wants to be mine, Its a good news for me.
I'll accept anyone who likes me.
Even if I don't like that person.
But after a while..
who knows I would like that person too?
Many of my friends have admirers.
I'm not jealous.
I love who I am.
I don't care if I have admirers or not.
That REALLY matters after I graduate.


the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile

OMG!!!!!
OMG! OMG! OMG!
OMG!!!!
Ok...relax...
I'm totally freaking out now!...
You know why??
Because...
SCHOOL RE-OPENS!!!!
I don't mind going back to school but!
I'm in a new school!!
New teachers
New school

New classroom
new people
new friends.
ESPECIALLY!
MY FRIENDS ARE MOST IN DIFFERENT SCHOOLS!!!

BRING ME BACK WHERE IT ALL STARTED!!
PLEASE!!!
I MISS 6G!
I MISS JWPS!! (AND JYPS TOO)
AAARRRGGGHHH!!!








the crack of evil laughter behind this sweet, innocent smile